i wrote this post last week, i was having a rough one! thankfully i am feeling so much better this week!! so don't worry i am not going to run away. but i wonder if anyone else was/is feeling this way?
this is a list of the feelings and emotions that are going on inside of me. they are not pretty. nor are they happy. and they certainly don't seem full of joy. i do have joy in my heart, it is just burried under all of this messy stuff. i want the joy to tackle to mess and come out on top. i want my list of feelings to be so much different than they are.