2.03.2009

winter blahs...

i wrote this post last week, i was having a rough one! thankfully i am feeling so much better this week!! so don't worry i am not going to run away. but i wonder if anyone else was/is feeling this way?


overwhelmed
tired
isolated
trapped
lonely
cluttered
unorganized
bleak
desperate
irritated
non productive
impatient

this is a list of the feelings and emotions that are going on inside of me. they are not pretty. nor are they happy. and they certainly don't seem full of joy. i do have joy in my heart, it is just burried under all of this messy stuff. i want the joy to tackle to mess and come out on top. i want my list of feelings to be so much different than they are.

3 comments:

Susan said...

i couldn't have made a better list! hope you are feeling better...i think you passed last week's blahs onto me...

Stephanie said...

Dito on like all of those!

Christy said...

GIrl I am right there with you. I have been feeling the same way, it's funny how you can think you are the only one going through it, then just open your mouth and speak... or blog... and there are many others feeling the same way. You are not in this alone. I have been trying to keep my mind coming back to "for the joy of the LORD is our STRENGTH". I will be praying that His joy will strengthen you today and every day following.